The wrath of Rosa. Liesels lecture
THE WRATH OF ROSA
Liesel had drifted back to sleep when the unmistakable voice of Rosa Hubermann entered the kitchen. It shocked her awake.
Was ist los?
Curiosity got the better of her then, as she imagined a tirade thrown down from the wrath of Rosa. There was definite movement and the shuffle of a chair.
After ten minutes of excruciating discipline, Liesel made her way to the corridor, and what she saw truly amazed her, because Rosa Hubermann was at Max Vandenburgs shoulder, watching him gulp down her infamous pea soup. Candlelight was standing at the table. It did not waver.
Mama was grave.
Her plump figure glowed with worry.
Somehow, though, there was also a look of triumph on her face, and it was not the triumph of having saved another human being from persecution. It was something more along the lines of, See? At least hes not complaining. She looked from the soup to the Jew to the soup.
When she spoke again, she asked only if he wanted more.
Max declined, preferring instead to rush to the sink and vomit. His back convulsed and his arms were well spread. His fingers gripped the metal.
Jesus, Mary, and Joseph, Rosa muttered. Another one.
Turning around, Max apologized. His words were slippery and small, quelled by the acid. Im sorry. I think I ate too much. My stomach, you know, its been so long since. . . I dont think it can handle such
Move, Rosa ordered him. She started cleaning up.
When she was finished, she found the young man at the kitchen table, utterly morose. Hans was sitting opposite, his hands cupped above the sheet of wood.
Liesel, from the hallway, could see the drawn face of the stranger, and behind it, the worried expression scribbled like a mess onto Mama.
She looked at both her foster parents.
Who were these people?
LIESELS LECTURE
Exactly what kind of people Hans and Rosa Hubermann were was not the easiest problem to solve. Kind people? Ridiculously ignorant people? People of questionable sanity?
What was easier to define was their predicament.
THE SITUATION OF HANS AND
ROSA HUBERMANN
Very sticky indeed.
In fact, frightfully sticky.
When a Jew shows up at your place of residence in the early hours of morning, in the very birthplace of Nazism, youre likely to experience extreme levels of discomfort. Anxiety, disbelief, paranoia. Each plays its part, and each leads to a sneaking suspicion that a less than heavenly consequence awaits. The fear is shiny. Ruthless in the eyes.
The surprising point to make is that despite this iridescent fear glowing as it did in the dark, they somehow resisted the urge for hysteria.
Mama ordered Liesel away.
Bett, Saumensch. The voice calm but firm. Highly unusual.
Papa came in a few minutes later and lifted the covers on the vacant bed.
Alles gut, Liesel? Is everything good?
Yes, Papa.
As you can see, we have a visitor. She could only just make out the shape of Hans Hubermanns tallness in the dark. Hell sleep in here tonight.
Yes, Papa.
A few minutes later, Max Vandenburg was in the room, noiseless and opaque. The man did not breathe. He did not move. Yet, somehow, he traveled from the doorway to the bed and was under the covers.
Everything good?
It was Papa again, talking this time to Max.
The reply floated from his mouth, then molded itself like a stain to the ceiling. Such was his feeling of shame. Yes. Thank you. He said it again, when Papa made his way over to his customary position in the chair next to Liesels bed. Thank you.
Another hour passed before Liesel fell asleep.
She slept hard and long.
A hand woke her just after eight-thirty the next morning.
The voice at the end of it informed her that she would not be attending school that day. Apparently, she was sick.
When she awoke completely, she watched the stranger in the bed opposite. The blanket showed only a nest of lopsided hair at the top, and there was not a sound, as if hed somehow trained himself even to sleep more quietly. With great care, she walked the length of him, following Papa to the hall.
For the first time ever, the kitchen and Mama were dormant. It was a kind of bemused, inaugural silence. To Liesels relief, it lasted only a few minutes.
There was food and the sound of eating.
Mama announced the days priority. She sat at the table and said, Now listen, Liesel. Papas going to tell you something today. This was seriousshe didnt even say Saumensch. It was a personal feat of abstinence. Hell talk to you and you have to listen. Is that clear?
The girl was still swallowing.
Is that clear, Saumensch?
That was better.
The girl nodded.
When she reentered the bedroom to fetch her clothes, the body in the opposite bed had turned and curled up. It was no longer a straight log but a kind of Z shape, reaching diagonally from corner to corner. Zigzagging the bed.
She could see his face now, in the tired light. His mouth was open and his skin was the color of eggshells. Whiskers coated his jaw and chin, and his ears were hard and flat. He had a small but misshapen nose.
Liesel!
She turned.
Move it!
She moved, to the washroom.
Once changed and in the hallway, she realized she would not be traveling far. Papa was standing in front of the door to the basement. He smiled very faintly, lit the lamp, and led her down.
Among the mounds of drop sheets and the smell of paint, Papa told her to make herself comfortable. Ignited on the walls were the painted words, learned in the past. I need to tell you some things.
Liesel sat on top of a meter-tall heap of drop sheets, Papa on a fifteen-liter paint can. For a few minutes, he searched for the words. When they came, he stood to deliver them. He rubbed his eyes.
Liesel, he said quietly, I was never sure if any of this would happen, so I never told you. About me. About the man upstairs. He walked from one end of the basement to the other, the lamplight magnifying his shadow. It turned him into a giant on the wall, walking back and forth.
When he stopped pacing, his shadow loomed behind him, watching. Someone was always watching.
You know my accordion? he said, and there the story began.
He explained World War I and Erik Vandenburg, and then the visit to the fallen soldiers wife. The boy who came into the room that day is the man upstairs. Verstehst? Understand?
The book thief sat and listened to Hans Hubermanns story. It lasted a good hour, until the moment of truth, which involved a very obvious and necessary lecture.
Liesel, you must listen. Papa made her stand up and held her hand.
They faced the wall.
Dark shapes and the practice of words.
Firmly, he held her fingers.
Remember the Fhrers birthdaywhen we walked home from the fire that night? Remember what you promised me?
The girl concurred. To the wall, she said, That I would keep a secret.
Thats right. Between the hand-holding shadows, the painted words were scattered about, perched on their shoulders, resting on their heads, and hanging from their arms. Liesel, if you tell anyone about the man up there, we will all be in big trouble. He walked the fine line of scaring her into oblivion and soothing her enough to keep her calm. He fed her the sentences and watched with his metallic eyes. Desperation and placidity. At the very least, Mama and I will be taken away. Hans was clearly worried that he was on the verge of frightening her too much, but he calculated the risk, preferring to err on the side of too much fear rather than not enough. The girls compliance had to be an absolute, immutable fact.
Toward the end, Hans Hubermann looked at Liesel Meminger and made certain she was focused.
He gave her a list of consequences.
If you tell anyone about that man. . .
Her teacher.
Rudy.
It didnt matter whom.
What mattered was that all were punishable.
For starters, he said, I will take each and every one of your books and I will burn them. It was callous. Ill throw them in the stove or the fireplace. He was certainly acting like a tyrant, but it was necessary. Understand?
The shock made a hole in her, very neat, very precise.
Tears welled.
Yes, Papa.
Next. He had to remain hard, and he needed to strain for it. Theyll take you away from me. Do you want that?
She was crying now, in earnest. Nein.
Good. His grip on her hand tightened. Theyll drag that man up there away, and maybe Mama and me, tooand we will never, ever come back.
And that did it.
The girl began to sob so uncontrollably that Papa was dying to pull her into him and hug her tight. He didnt. Instead, he squatted down and watched her directly in the eyes. He unleashed his quietest words so far. Verstehst du mich? Do you understand me?
The girl nodded. She cried, and now, defeated, broken, her papa held her in the painted air and the kerosene light.
I understand, Papa, I do.
Her voice was muffled against his body, and they stayed like that for a few minutes, Liesel with squashed breath and Papa rubbing her back.
Upstairs, when they returned, they found Mama sitting in the kitchen, alone and pensive. When she saw them, she stood and beckoned Liesel to come over, noticing the dried-up tears that streaked her. She brought the girl into her and heaped a typically rugged embrace around her body. Alles gut, Saumensch?
She didnt need an answer.
Everything was good.
But it was awful, too.
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